Being conscious is a choice: How we act everyday. How we speak. What we believe. How we 'see' the world around us. Change is a natural course of our lives. When we change we let go gently, gracefully. We are guided by the natural Laws of the Universe and the teachings that emanate from these Truths.
My name is Shazna Jai (pronounced Shay-na, until 2006 I was called Sheryl Jai) and I live in a state of complete freedom these days - freedom in body movement, pleasure, and bliss! I embrace a knowing of the next step without wondering if it’s right or wrong. All thoughts of the past are gone. I see amazing manifestations every day through the people I work with as they experience miracles, sometimes right in front of my eyes. My life is a flow and it is what I always dreamed would happen - someday. That day is here!
I have been given the message and the experience to go along with it. I feel inside my body, mind, and emotions that inside my body holds God. I experience it in every moment, daily and you can too. We are ultimately responsible for our own mastery, yethow do we do this?
We all have a mission and it is greater than we ever thought. Simply 'trying' to achieve our spirituality doesn't work. What we have missed is that we already have it. When we were born, we were pre-wired with the codes of enlightenment, contribution, and self-healing already within us.
Our consciousness is raising. We live in a time where our 'choices' mean so much more to the whole of humanity . . . and to the earth. Our personal choices make the difference everyday. Being self-responsible to our choices allows for shifts in consciousness. You ask for God's help in your life - for peace, love, understanding, or whatever your need might be. When you ARE your God-Self - conscious and self-responsible - that allows for openings and shifts in people around you who are not sure how help will get to them. Together, we will use the teachings of Truth From God, Honesty and Authenticity, Sacred Living, and Consciousness which equals Self-Love, Self-Responsibility and Self-Healing. These are our gifts to live our human existence. Many are expressed in different ways - all are to be embraced as the presence of our collective God-Selves.
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- Article appeared in Ashland Daily Tidings 8/15/09
How do you use your words? Are you aware that you are creating your life through your words every moment of every day? Are you aware that every word is a prayer?
When I learned this, it profoundly affected me, my consciousness and my life. Two days later I fell off a 50-foot cliff in Sedona, Ariz., which then took me on a journey bringing me a bit closer to living my dharmic path. So, here I am in Ashland to share my experience of how changing my words created inner peace for myself.
I learned the Mastery of Language from a teacher of Robert Tennyson Stevens. Bob learned, while studying the Hopis for his thesis in college, that their language had no past or future tenses. Think of it! If you pause and take that in you will get the motivation. He began moving deeper into this phenomenon, realizing that we could literally change our lives by changing our language.
The next morning after the workshop that day in '97, it came very clear to me that I would choose to be in silence for a few days to see what that offered me. I listened to what my mind was saying to itself. I was astonished to learn that my thoughts were very damaging to me. A perfect view of my ego that had wrapped itself around the social consciousness and that I told myself I was a victim of that consciousness. When I looked at the results in my life, it agreed. My own consciousness was filled with beliefs, structures, old thoughts and decisions ... all based on a scared child wanting to live, be seen and thrive.
I began forgiving myself. Deeply touching that place that knows what my thoughts were saying to me weren't really true, but then what was? When I listened to what had been unconscious all these years, I cried. More forgiveness. I studied the Course in Miracles about 10 years before this and learned from the course that these thoughts were not mine. It became very clear to me that conscious language was the next appropriate thing to help me grow and live in the present moment. I thought living in the moment was a concept, but no — for me, as I have learned through the years of practice, it's the closest thing to living with God and inner peace.
How many times do you invalidate your own words? Do you even realize it? When you share with your friends a most exciting event, do you say it's "unbelievable?" When you are happy to share something good do you say "it's incredible?" Do you use slang? Gossip? In asking myself these questions and many more, I woke up to the many ways my programmed mind had immediate answers, yet all unconscious. Each time I would forgive myself and vow to change my thoughts and use my mind as God would have it used: for my good. What I learned was that my entire life changed!
As I practiced living in a "credible" world, a world that I was choosing to "believe in," I changed. I began making better choices for myself. I began speaking to people's highest choice for them and they responded in kind for themselves. Then I realized: What if my words now became immediately true? Would I say what I am saying or thinking right now?
My whole world changed. I practiced a more loving and kind world, to me, through my thoughts. I then learned that the way I treated myself, I would treat others. Grace expanded through me, then flowed onto others. My friends and I became a pool of deep love for each other and the ripples widened beyond us. Happiness abounded, grace became more present and inner peace a gift to be breathed each moment of each day, choosing the reality I would live.
We are living in the densiest energies ever, of all time, the mental thought realm!
It’s going to take the largest amount of people who can hold the frequency of the highest light potential of humanity to begin to breakthrough this density, then continue to hold it to fruition. This is what we are ready for.
It’s no longer time to continue to work on yourself, it’s time to KNOW that you have done enough on yourself and GIVE to the collective unconscious, your LIGHT.
It’s time to know that you are done with your small stuff, it may come up and visit you once in a while, and when it does your internal strength will tell you what to do in the moment. You won’t be punished by it any longer, you won’t have to struggle with it any longer. Then, move into the light, help others move into the light and hold that frequency, strong. No more warriors, the fight is over!
It’s now receiving time for all of us. If you haven’t learned yet, that receiving is active, then learn it now! This is not a passive time, it’s time to live Passionate energy, the energy of LIFE, that fire that runs within you, in your belly, and gives you ultimate happiness. Doing what makes you the most happy, makes the Universe and all that guides you happy. This does not mean shirking duties, this means having integrity in everything you do.
Doesn’t it make you happy when you get things done? Isn’t it a relief when you are finished with the day and you can say to yourself, ‘that was a good day’?
Appeared in the Ashland Daily Tidings 12/26/09
If I didn't have 'lack' in my life, I wouldn't have learned that Source is not outside of me. People are not my source, my work is not my source. The source of life runs through me connected to me and expresses itself as me.
Living a life of service doesn't mean getting everything I want or only doing life on my own terms, in my own way. It means putting myself to task, learning how to change my distorted thinking and past illusory experiences into the gift that I have been awakened with - to evolve my life, consciously.
Do what you love and the money will follow. That statement doesn't mean to neglect the power of God that lives within you and do whatever you want within the illusion (conditioning).
This kind of distorted thinking creates angst within us. It also creates many unresolved thoughts and experiences that are waiting to be solved. These thoughts and undone actions recycle in our magnetic fields causing us to keep attracting what we have been wanting to let go of, detach from, yet we cannot do that without truly letting go, consciously.
Crystalline Clearings have become very popular over the last three months since I have changed my service from self-healing sessions to energetic Crystalline Clearing’s for people. Maybe you will indulge me in telling the story as to how it happened for me.
When I fell 12 years ago a gift connected with the cosmos opened up within me. I was nervous to talk about this with friends. I didn't know how to explain it to people or what was happening to me during the night. I would get awakened out of a deep sleep by my team of guides who are helping humanity to heal and live grounded in our Pure Potential, anchoring this energy through me for humanity. They would ask me to pay attention to certain things. I paid attention. Then, during the day all of a sudden, people started coming up to me, strangers walked straight up to me and said, "Thank you." And I looked at them puzzled and they would say, "I had a prayer and it was a very specific prayer and you answered my prayer." "Wow." I started seeing evidence like this, through the last 12 years while I was working with people on self-healing and healing the body‑mind connection to spirit that this other part of my 24 hours, the cosmic realm, I was doing this other work connected to cosmic consciousness.
In August, 2009, I was asked by my guides to bring this energy to the public now. It is called Crystalline Clearings and clears mental debris from your magnetic fields that keep you connected to the illusion of the mind rather than your pure potential.
One woman said “I feel as though the clearing is more strongly and clearly leading me to exactly what I need to heal an infection in my body”. Another woman said this “It's more clear to me that I can enjoy food as nutrition, without relying on it for the experience of love.” And one gentleman stated “I awoke this morning inspired and happy for THE FIRST TIME in months. I giggled.” This is divine inspired action, once the debris is cleared.
Restlessness and quick paced lives have brought us to our knees, we have let go of kindness and respect. Can we regain it? Results don't come from our doing they come from our being.
The mental and emotional body are getting the least amount of attention from our consciousness. The mental is connected to the conscious mind. The emotional is connected to the sub-conscious mind. The sub-conscious mind is connected to the illusion and the mental body is the interpreter. We keep dancing within these magnetic fields, which become holograms that affect our conscious mind, that is what is attracted to us. These fields become clogged with thought patterns where we feel stuck and reactive. Our manifestation abilities are then limited by the mind. Which is not divine source energy.
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